oh my God.

God, thank you.
After my last post, I went to go quietly meditate on his word. I haven't been feeling his presence in my life for the longest time. I don't know why, but during this QT, I really felt like we were having a one-on-one conversation. I really felt overwhelmed by his presence which I haven't been seeking for in a long while.

So I guess the point is, I'm just really glad that I haven't lost that connection. Struggling, yes. But all is not lost. Thank you Lord, for being faithful. I'm really thankful. I thought I lost you, Dad.

Living in a Blur

I am living.
I am living in a blur.
I am living in a blur, not looking back.
I am living in a blur, not looking back; colors whirl past me.
I am living in a blur, not looking back; colors whirl past me, and I can't hear the clock ticking anymore.
God? Where are you in this blur?